My Dear MI.... 011089

My Dear MI.... 011089

I know, I am not again in your heart right now. I can feel it. I am not special again in your life or never... But, if I can say this...

“ You always in my mind, in my heart.”

“ You still be special in my mind.”

“ I want you always think about me, and stay beside me.”

“ I want you say ‘I am the one and only for you’.”

“ I hope you can say everyday ‘You love me, miss me, need me’.”

“ You make me mad.”

“ You make me weak.”

But I can’t say everything to you. I am just feel afraid if you leave me. So, I am here again with my hurt, with my tear, with my broke and try to keep smile for you and hold on. Why? Why don’t you love me like I love you? Why you so very happy make me grief? Are you never think about my feel, about my love for you? Do you think of mewhen you lie? Do I must to scream in your ears “I am sad, crying ‘cause of you”. But nothing, I am just keep silence and hold on. Why I am look so stupid just ‘cause of you?

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